BeanieTheCabbage

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The Blue Dark (Of Us) by BeanieTheCabbage, literature

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The Blue Dark (Of Us)

In another life I do not have trembling hands and I hold my paintbrushes steady to my canvas As I draw your nude supple curves in the soft gray-blues of early morning After I've kissed your lips all puffy and sunrise pink but all I can do is write angry poems filled with hot red flashes and painful sparks of black while the little voice inside my head softly sobs “I want you back” I’ll always be there for you, so neither of us is alone But you wear me down to my simple sad bones You’re just a hot heart that burnt out my blue-dark soul. I wanted to fuck you in the rain And crush you to my chest and absorb you into

There's no formula for life by BeanieTheCabbage, literature

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There's no formula for life

Sometimes love was all I had When I wandered across this crooked land x So we crawled through the furnace and turned to cinders Flying through the chimney and into the wide open night Far away from our schizophrenic father's wrath only to be swept away by the hurried tide of your shame You really could only love me by halves My starry night compositions are now for my silvery ghost caught up in this whole golden world.

Quiet Nights by BeanieTheCabbage, literature

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Quiet Nights

It really wasn’t until the days after I met you That I understood the quiet desperation in my brother’s eyes with which he stared at alcohol Unfortunately, by then, you’d already torn out my fluttering bird’s heart And fed it to the great maw in your chest in an effort to silence the storm inside your head. The moment I saw you were a cannibal that gorged on and wailed for the tenderest of love I decided that I had to erase you from my thoughts when it was time to sleep Because I would wake, trembling, bones aching for you to return to me Cold glasses of whiskey in the night Canceled out your voice And your memory O

Pale Stones, Pale eyes by BeanieTheCabbage, literature

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Pale Stones, Pale eyes

A beast stands snarling in my breast Fog curls heavy in my chest One day, One day they whisper aloud But the a n i m a l - h e a r t is me and I am her And we starve for my fluttering birdsoul. The shivering cold in my body seeps its way to you As our bodies burn brighter hotter together always O what did you do to me My pale thin girl My burning star My fortunate sorrow You're the shuddering scent of seaweed tangled in your lover's hair Bruised shadows cast upon the snow We are bloodied constellations

Sometimes by BeanieTheCabbage, literature

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Sometimes

The nights became immense and dark when I realized that, sometimes, she loved me as fiercely as I loved her. There was no fault I could find within her for not loving me at times, because I did not love myself at all. She would not be Persephone to bringing light to my ruined kingdom, just Cerberus, burying my formless madness. On the days she loved me, she would cut my soul to chunks and feed them to her hot heart, trying to keep her Winter at bay. Singing, calling, and weeping for me to crash my ship again into your shore I would have gladly died a thousand deaths when I remembered Some days you love me, as fiercely as I loved you.

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What you leave behind by BeanieTheCabbage, literature

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What you leave behind

She left behind her witchcraft Thunderstorms and burnt sage Half drunk cups of tea And tangled wings The vestiges of our promise I would never leave you Not until I’ve torn out your heart And fed it to the deep maw in my chest To keep me warm in this cold As I cast you out into my bone deep Winter Lilies in warm sunlight So sweet And soft But you are just tendrils of pale moonlight A dark frigid ocean Blotting out my stars I thought you to be the one with a summer face And eyes of truthful promise My Goddess My Love My Sun But now you are just the distant past A reflection A ghost, an echo of my youth.

Dark Roots by BeanieTheCabbage, literature

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Dark Roots

When I was young, my father was flames and jagged rocks, rusted iron and splintered ice. Sometimes I see shards of him wedged in my skin, like little pieces of glass or splinters that I just couldn't pluck out because they went in far, far too deep. I will tremble like a rabbit’s heart, startled by the sudden outline of a bird, my death so imminent but uncertain until I feel myself being lifted above the now distant ground. This looming prescence is a barbed cage for which I grew to large, wings slowly crushed and mangled as I thought to break away and take flight. But sometimes I feel like I wear a pelt of kindness in order to skul

Goddess Dedication: I by BeanieTheCabbage, literature

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Goddess Dedication: I

I am they and they are me. But we are one and also three. Toward night and sky To dark and light Let mine enemies feel thy might. Curse the foe and call the dark Venomous snake, singing lark. Sable crow of blackened wing Silken web, crushed moonbeam. So they laugh, so they wept Sisters thrice, secrets kept. As the moon fell from the sky Came the last piercing cry. Bind our will, let us see As we will, so may it be!

Hate your smile by BeanieTheCabbage, literature

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Hate your smile

her wings wilted and twisted like decaying leaves caught by a summer wind. Blasted straight of her smooth, umber back. can't fly anymore. I want to fallstraight into the abyss of sorrows and perpetual hope hope is a dangerus things are not meant for your world we decay and fall away oh sailor, crashed upon the rocks... how could you have forseen...without my singing fall to the ground, run run run, sigh, taint, fly, leap. scream His eyes. brokend.

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The Blue Dark (Of Us) by BeanieTheCabbage, literature

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The Blue Dark (Of Us)

There's no formula for life by BeanieTheCabbage, literature

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There's no formula for life

Quiet Nights by BeanieTheCabbage, literature

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Quiet Nights

Pale Stones, Pale eyes by BeanieTheCabbage, literature

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Pale Stones, Pale eyes

Sometimes by BeanieTheCabbage, literature

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Sometimes

Untitled by BeanieTheCabbage, literature

What you leave behind by BeanieTheCabbage, literature

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What you leave behind

Dark Roots by BeanieTheCabbage, literature

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Dark Roots

Goddess Dedication: I by BeanieTheCabbage, literature

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Goddess Dedication: I

Hate your smile by BeanieTheCabbage, literature

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Hate your smile

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BeanieTheCabbage

Aug 27, 2018

Hi! Miss all of you!

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It was so nice getting dms from people from dA that I haven't talked to in years. I'll be around here for a while if anyone wants to reconnect! Maybe we can add each other on fb or something. Hope you're all well. :) -Diana

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BeanieTheCabbage

Aug 11, 2018

3 years???

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Wow! I haven't checked in on this account in 3 years! If there's anyone out there that sees this, hit me up! I'd love to chat. (My old username before I changed it to this one used to be kittylvr619 if that's more familiar to any of you. I hope you've all been well and that good things have come your way! :)

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BeanieTheCabbage

May 30, 2013

Hey, guys!

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So, as some of you noticed, I haven't really been active as of late on dA, regardless if it was journals, responding to messages, or posting my writing. I've been off, having my fair share of adventures out in the real world and pursuing my future and all that. xD A lot of ups, and definitely a lot of downs, but still. We persevere. :) I probably won't be very active here, as I feel I've moved on, for the most part, from dA and have expanded my horizons to other ventures. I do have a Facebook account, if anyone is interested in adding me there, as well as a Tumblr, if anyone wants to follow me there. (Just message me and I will link you.